Archive | November, 2011

Bad and Ugly !

20 Nov

 

Meri awaaz mere kaano mein

Ab sunai mujhe nahi deti

Rubaroo mujhse meri fitrat hai

Jo dikhai mujhe nahi deti

 

 

Sochta hu libaas kya pahnu

Qad yeh ooncha laga kare jis mein

Chhoti hone lagi thi parchhaai

Ab dikhai mujhe nahi deti

 

 

Aasra mujhse kyu lagae ho

Kitne dhoke sambhaal paoge

itni nafrat hai meri aankho mein

Jo dikhai tumhe nahi deti

 

 

 

Mere chilman mein do parinde hain

Unke ghar todne ki khwaahish hai

Karte rahte hain woh fariyaadein

Jo sunaai mujhe nahi deti

ek purani diary

1 Nov

Aaj Ek purani diary ke panno mein
tumhari kutch yadein mili
Jis mein tumne apne haatho se mera naam likha tha

Puraani physics ki kitaabo ke beech
Dabi hui thi
Ek khwaahish , ek armaan ki tarah
Dhool mein baithi
Shayd kisi ke aane ka intezaar karti hui

woh diary jis ke kutch panne kisi ne chura liye the
un panno mein tumhara hi zikr tha
Kya aaj bhi woh panne tumhare paas hain?

Usi diary mein tumhara ek khat pada hai
jise main khamakha padhta rahta tha
peela ho chukka hai
aaj bhi alfaaz mujhko yaad hain
par ehsaas shayad kho gya hai

tumhara manpasand gaana
jo ek kaaghaz ke tudke par likha hai
bahot arsaa hua
ab sun nahi paata use main
usi kaaghaz ke tukde par
tumhaare naam ke sang mera naam likha hai
ab sun nahi paata jise main

diary mein ek peepal ka sookha patta bhi hai
ab tootne laga hai
dil to karta hai
tod du,masal du
par kaun si hawa uda paegi us toote patte ko
kaun uthaega un tukdo ke bojh ko

aakhiri panne par tumhara naam likha hai
aur thodi si syaahi bhi giri hai
jis se apni ungliyon ke nishaan banaye the tumne
mere liye
hamesha ke liye
who nishaan aaj bhi mere dil par baaqi hain shayd

sochta hu
mita du un nishaano ko
jala du is diary ko
jis par tumne apne haatho se mera naam likha tha

-Shafiullah Anis
03.18 am 01.11.11, Lucknow